Well... I Didn’t Deserve That

Some endings don’t come with closure. No neat explanation. No parting gift of understanding. Just an ache and a silence louder than goodbye.

Hey there, 

It’s strange how much can be given, wholeheartedly, only to be met with silence or slammed doors. How kindness can echo into emptiness. How loyalty can be met with distance. How something once sacred can end without warning.

There are moments that still linger not because they were unforgettable, but because they were unfair. Things that were done. Words that were said. Opportunities lost not because of failure, but because of forces beyond control.

And maybe the hardest part isn’t the ending itself, but the knowing deep down that it wasn’t deserved. 

                                I didn't deserve that. 

It’s easy to second-guess. To wonder what could’ve been done differently. To carry the blame like a second skin. But sometimes, the truth is simple: it wasn’t right. It wasn’t fair. 

Let this be permission to release what didn’t honour the love it was given. To grieve what didn’t bloom despite being watered. To walk away knowing it wasn’t a reflection of worth.

No need to rush toward meaning.
No need to wrap it up in hope just yet.
Just this: You didn’t deserve that.



Till next time, may softness meet the places that still ache and may there always be room for truth to sit without explanation.

Love,
B


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